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It's been horrible

2010-07-09T01:29:00.005+08:00

Sigh. Im very sad to have a bad week this week :( First of all, i kept quarrelling w by girl and its like almost everyday this week we quarrel. EVEN the minor things too. Hmm. I dont know what has got into us. This week really sucks for me and her. I really hope that tomorrow is going to be a better day.

I cant really say much now cause my heart has feel the aching. That's why i dont really like to quarrel cos each of the couple must understanding between each other. But i think we lack of those :( I dont know what to do already cause my patience is going to run up soon. May God help me in this matter. Sigh.

I love you sayang, Heidi Heng Zhi Pin.

A new lease of life?

2010-05-15T13:07:00.004+08:00

Wow! Its been exactly 1 year that i didn't update my post on this blog. Nyahahaha! LOLS -.- Alot have change lately. I'm no more in secondary school. I'm in Institute of Technical Education now. My N level result is not good to get me to sec 5 so i was given another chance to study well in ITE cos last year, i slack a lot. And my N level results have proven me right. Hmm. What shall we talk ey? So yeah, basically i'm in ITE college East now which in Simei. HAHA! Got a lot of new friends and as i expected, there's also a lot of "cikaro". Nyahahah! LOLS! I'm taking Electronics course which will end 2012? After that i'm planning to take Higher Nitec course and maybe booked myself a place on Polytechnic. Hahah! All the best to me ey :))

Hmm. For my life now, there's not much different. Only that now i'm attached with a lovely lady call Heidi. I met her in ITE college East and we just celebrate our 2 month annivesary yesterday. HAHA! Through out my 2nd month, i've endure a lot of obstacle that was given to me. And really, it almost challenge my love for her. But i really told myself that, break-ups is not the best and not the first option. So ya, we're still together now :D HEHEHEH! Alright people, till then.
Watch out for my next post okay? ^.^

2009-03-08T00:58:00.003+08:00

hellohello . Wahs ! Long time already sia never update blog . Hahaha ! This few months have been buzy with school, lepak-ing, soccer match so no time to update . Just now go city-ing with kitara, sepet and bulat . Morning woke up early because i thought of going Maths test but dhan, lazy plaq . Hahah . So stay at home and text sepet to come over to my house . We slack at smoke at my house . Haha ! Smell nice sia =.=''' . After that kitara came over and we plan to go out and cabot Suave's training . HAHA ! Evil sia . Around 1+ we go out and meet bulat at senja lrt and cut buy cigs . Wahs ! Cannot tahan liao . Dhan, we take bus 187 go causeway buy friendship band . While we was at the shop, i was thinking of piercing sia . So random . Haahaa . Somemore, the studs so cheap, but dhan must bare the pain uhq . Okay, story continue, we take bus 960 from causeway point and alight at Raffles City Shopping Centre . Damn it was rainning and we don't have an umbrella . When we reached Raffles, we scan the shopping centre for toilets ! WTH ! Haha . Dhan kitara said to me, " tak pernah pernah mat rep pergi city stakat naq gi toilet ." Haha . Funny siot . When our 'job' in the toilet is complete, wo continue our walk just to find some place where we can smoke peacefully without being wet . Dhan i suggest that we walk to Marina cause for me, there is so much more safer . Smoke, smoke, smoke . When we had enough, we went to find kitara's girl nye bag . But seriously, the bag we surveyed was cheap and the design was quite okay . Dhan when we were otw to go Royal Sporting House, we met cicak and his gf, bob and his gf, is, syuk and yanto . Slack with them at marina for a short while cause yanto need to go home due to his condition . Reach bp around 7 . Buy food, dhan when back home . The end . So boring right ? Haha . I'll try not to be boring next time ehq . Ermm, this past few months, i feel like im missing someone, but dhan i feel stupid to miss that someone . Get it ? Heheh . Nvm . Only people that are very close to me knows :) Okay dhan, need to go and hybernate my body . Haha ! =.=

khaibunnie ehq .

Bored !

2008-12-30T04:10:00.003+08:00

WTF ?!?! My team lose to Liverpool sia ! Mcm pokemak luhr . ARGHHH ! Sorry bout the vulgarities :) Was so angry when i read the newspaper that Newcastle United lose to LiverFOOL . HAHA ! Anyways, hello ! 3 days to school reopen . Sigh . So fast . I don't think i enjoy my december holidays . There's to many downs . BUT, I learnt something . HEHE ! What goes around comes around . Now, i've got a resolution to make . *WISH* ,, Okay done .

Yesterday went town with Ameer, Kal, Neo, Sis & Bro to find Ameer's beg . Take 190 and alight at Far East Plaza .Went to 77th street to find a beg brand 'dickies' . Ameer wanted it . Budak punk beli barang mat repp ! HAHAHA ! Joke uhr ameer . Peace . Back to the story, survey, look, survey, look, survey, look until i found a cap . It looks nice but, the colour is a bit odd . Nvm, at least i own a cap . After that, went to 'cashbox' opp 'HARDROCK' cafe, met neo and kal . We going KA-RA-O-KE . hahaha . =.=''''

Was there till 6 as Ameer need to go back early . Btw, today Ameer was not his usual self . I guess he have his own relationship problem, anyways goodluck ehr MAT PUNK ! nyehehehe . Rch bpp arnd 7.15 . but rch hme arnd 10+ . Lepak punyer pasal luhr . HAHAHAHA ! Okay . Bye . Lazy nak continue :D

Back To Reality

2008-12-25T15:24:00.003+08:00

hello . Yesterday was our match after 4 days . HAHA ! Hardcore sia player ! Ermm, but the result was not what we expected .
Too bad for us . Go Bukit Batok with full of confidence that we're gonna win this match, but then we tumble 6-4 .
But 1 thing that i like about our team is, their spirit of "Who cares if we win or lose . Just love the game . " HAHAHA !
Power uhr SuaveElCarpeDiem™ . Oh ya . I forgot to mention the opponent . HAHA ! Our opponent yesterday was Regent Secondary School Selection . This is our so called 2nd leg . Hold on ! There's one more match tomorrow . But this time its a rematch against 535 warriors . We'll be playing at Yew Tee . So, feel free to watch us play . HEHEHE ! Nak promote team katekan . HAH ! Btw, today, i have really really REALLY weird dream . Its about _______ . When i woke up, tears rolling down my cheeks . Fuh ! REALLY weird dream . Sigh . Okay dhan . Goodluck to players tomorrow .

*Formation Against Regent .

GK : Iskandar
LB : Haikal
CB : Afif
SW : Suren
CB : Fauzi
RB : Khairul
LM : Aliff
CM : Lokman
RM : Elmi
ST : Ameer
ST : Alwee

Subs : Neozali

Win Win Win !

2008-12-23T13:04:00.003+08:00

Hello-hello ! HAHAHA ! Long time no post . Today bored uhr, so decide to update blog . Okay, we'll start of with SuaveElCarpeDiem™ 's match against 535 warriors . The day before, i was told that the match will start early in the morning . Then, i was like "Pukewak ! Step aku bleh bangun jek" . But, i still woke up early . Nak menang punyer pasal beb . HAHAHHA ! Wake up call the players . After that, go bath and blah blah blah .. Met ameer at senja lrt area arnd 7.45 + and soon met others . Reach yew tee field at 10+ . Change to our attire and blah blah blah .. Sadly, we were playing 10 a-side . Not enough players .

GK : Fitri
LB : Khai
LCB : Ameer
RCB : Fauzi(Manager)
RB : Afif
LM : Surin
CM : Lokman
RM : Elmi(Ex-Captain)
ST : Iskandar
ST : Alwee

As you can see, i was playing at Haikal's postion as he was away . His god damn lucky not to play that day . Bcause, if he were playing that day, he'll be tackle with the likes of Aidil and Syuk . HAHAHA ! But overall, we win 9-3 . YESSSA ! 3rd consecutive wins ! HAHAHA ! Most probably there will be a match soon, opponents will be the same . Okay then . Till here .

Wansuey SuaveElCarpeDiem™
khai

Handcuffed

2008-11-28T15:18:00.003+08:00

On the 25 November 2008 i celebrate my anniversary in style . HAHAHA ! By going to Jurong HQ Police Station blah blah blah .. Go there because i was smoking contrabrand cigs . Was fined 500 bucks and my sis pay for it . I was inside the ' Temporary Holding Area' for 5+ hours . Damn bored luhr siak ! But i did so called 'reflection' there . Met many people there . Talk with one of the uncle and was scolded by that f***king berok ! Stupid ! Sigh . But overall, it was a good experience go inside . Its a lesson learn experience . HEHE ! Okay . Let's talk about yesterday match up against Regent Secondary School Selection . Before the game start, elmi, our former captain was so dissappointed with 2 of our player which could not join the team . He told me that our team could not make it, but who cares ?! Reach Yew Tee CC arnd 3+ . Change to our attire . Basically we don't owe a jersey, but soon we will ! Okay, back to the story, change to our attire and boots blah blah blah .. Afif told the team that Regent have their own coach and they did their training almost every week . But hell yeah ! We won ! 2-1 . Their last goal was not counted as the timer was so buzy taliking with "chicks" at the sideline . HAHAHAHAHA ! And i forget to mention that the field we play was crap as hell ! So muddy and wetty . So almost all of S.E.C.D players were playing with mud . But at the end of the day, a lesson was learned . NEVER UNDERASTIMATE SuaveElCarpeDiem ™ !

khaibunnie .
Wansuey S.E.C.D™ !

Pink

2008-11-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

Even though im already tired, i try to tell you guys about today events . Firstly, went Queensway Shopping Centre with Fauzi, Haikal and met Lokman over there . Went there to look the suitable jersey for our team . HAHA . Survey the whole shopping centre for the right price . And we found it after survey-ing 10+ shops . Damn tired luhr sial ! HAHA ! Our jersey is plain, but its affordable to the team i guess . Haven't discuss with the whole team yet . Ask the uncle if the jersey that we wanted is available in pink . And YES ! Although it looks awkward, it will looks nice on the pitch . Trust me . HAHAHAHA ! After that, Man was hungry, went to Macdonalds . Ate there and do something that we're not suppose to do at Mac . We discuss the formation of our team ! Then i was like, "Why in the world would we discuss it here ?!" HAHAHAHA ! Talktalktalk until 7.30 . Take cab and went back BP . Alight at Man's crib and after that watch people paly soccer at 527 void deck . Reach home at 10.10 . And now, im seriously tired . Okay then . Bye .

khai :)

Thoughts

2008-11-18T19:04:00.005+08:00

Its has been so long

since the day that we last been

the moment i lay my eyes on you,

i thought that i could make it through this painful life

My hopes has reach to a mountain high,

but i never knew you're just someone in disguise

all my efforts to win your heart has gone down the drain

and tore mine apart

I thought you were the one for me,

the only one who makes me breathe

always the one who makes me laugh

whenever i am feeling down

I can't believe i was so blind

i thought that i can make you mine,

but in the end you walk

and turn my life to cloudy day

You showed me a sign,

you showed me your love,

i almost thought that you're send from god above

At first you gave me so much hope,

but then you gave me so much pain,

why the hell you were so cruel

you treated me like a fool

Your intentions were unclear

my heart is burning like fire

i just want you to disappear

cause' now i know that you're liar

What wrong have i done ?

or are you seeing someone ?

i thought that you're the one,

but until now nothing has begun

khai :)

Luck Is Back

2008-11-07T12:33:00.003+08:00

hellohello ! HEHEHE ! =.=''' So happy now . My bro is back from Malaysia liao . WEEEEEE ~ Finally not slacking with only haikal anymore . Not that i don't like to slack with him, its just bored to slack only with 2 people kan haikal ? :D Ermm . Plans for today is, cabot solat :) then go east coast . Overnight there of course . Oh . I almost forget . Yesterday madrasah paper was "easy" ! HAHA ! Because the question paper contains answers . Get it ? HAHAHA ! LOLS . This past few days had a weird dream . HAHA ! Too bad can't tell here or else people know . Sigh . Can't wait for match against REGENT SEC . But, no field :( Nevermind . Okay then till here . Peace peeeeeepos . Btw, here are some fixture . ( Just for info luhr )

SuaveElCarpeDiem V.S Regent Selection .

SuaveElCarepDiem V.S Greenridge Selection .

SuaveElCarpeDiem V.S U-17 National Side .

All The Best ! Wansuey S.E.C.D :))))))

JengJengJeng 31 .

2008-10-31T22:28:00.003+08:00

hellohello ! HAHA ! So fcuking happy today ! Weeeeeee ! Maybe bcos my guitar sayang is okay already i guess :) So currently my mood is god damn hyperish happy ! My problems are a little bit gogogo away . YESSSSAAA ! She's happy, and i'm happy for her as well . So, i must not sadsadsad bcos of girl aites . Come on khai, be happy ! Make your crazy life comeback ! Butbut, pleeeeeeease stop smoking :( HEHEHEHE ! Okay, i know im stupid talking to myself . But, really ! It feels goood when you talk to yourself ! HAHAHAHAHA ! Ermm yeah . Today go lpak with bros . Slack and playplay guitar sayang . Play until 9+ . Damn i need to vandalise my guitar sayang liao . HAHA ! =.='' Tomorrow buzybuzy . Go jogging then "rewang" then sleepover ! Wow ! Pack luhr siot ! HAHA ! Nvm, tomorrow get cigs cigs cigs ! Then smoke smoke smoke smoke ! Dude, really im addicted ! Cigs have been with my through my ups and down :D But, i'll try cutting down . HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH ! Okay peepees ! Till then . Bye .

30 October 2008

2008-10-30T18:29:00.005+08:00

HELLO . This past few days have been hard for me to accept reality . I guess my past hunts me back and im getting weird dreams . "What goes around comes around" . Those words keeps playing in my head right now . Right now, im really really hurt and confused with everything . I don't whats wrong but i just can't explain it . Everyone that i love, keeps going away . I wish i could change myself for the better . But, changing will start next year ! :) HAHA ! Right now, its time to have FUN, ENJOY, ENJOY ! YEAH ! Holiday mood is turned on and now its the time to do whatever i could'nt do . I'll show that i can move on with life . Like my sister said,

"Bunga bukan sekuntum, kumbang bukan seekor ."

So, its time to show my colours ... Peace .

23 October 2008

2008-10-23T18:41:00.003+08:00

hellohello ! Today is the last day of school ! YEAH ! But, i still feel bad . I get promoted to sec 4 nxt year but the result not that good . Sigh . The year of 2008 is the most problematic year for me . Hopefully nxt year won't be the same :) Today skipped madrasah lesson . Don't have the mood to attend class because of certain reason . Many things is going through my head right now, so i can't really think properly . Sigh . Let's not talk bout this . Okay then . Till here . Takecare peeeeeeeeps ! Peace :D

3rd October

2008-10-03T23:07:00.004+08:00

hellohello :D Hahaha . Its just the third day of Hari Raya Puasa . For me, this year Hari Raya is a bit dull . I mean i don't see there is no families going out to relatives houses . And somemore, i did not fast for the whole 1 month :( I know its bad, but i can't help it . Cigarettes is my temptation not food nor drinks . SHIT ! That's the worst thing that could happen to me . Sigh . Nevermind, i hope nxt year Ramadhan i will fast for the whole month . Hopefully .. Anyways, the first day of raya was okayokay . Early in the morning go pray at Al-Iman with haikal and meet neo there . Wow ! Its packed . So we do our prayers at the road beside the mosque . After that, i and haikal went lpak with sis and bro . Pity them . Work on the night of raya . HAHAHA ! Too bad :) Oh, and i almost forget . Yesterday was my sayaaaaaang birthday . I feel really bad as i gave her the birthday present night time :(( Too bad khai . Sigh . Nevermind then . I won't do it nxt time . Hey peeps ! Im otp with my dear nw, anything i'll report you with my "stories" aites . Okay then . Takecare .

GREAT 23rd !

2008-09-23T18:25:00.002+08:00

hellohello :) Today is the best day of the week i guess . HAHA ! I don't know why i said that but, i feel syiok ! My enemy is so fucking mad at me right now i guess . Ermm .. But, WHO CARES ?! All i know is that he's been sound by my brother . YEAY ! :D So i just need him to sound me and it will begin .. Fu-yoh ! I feeel so happy, excited and i don't know what other feelings in my mind right now ! HEHEHE ! Okayokay . Anything i'll report back about this matter aits . Takecare peeeps ! && Dear, if you found my blog, congrats :)

* To my dear, i love you very much ! And that is all that matters to me . I don't care if you dissappoint me or what so ever, i just want you to be here with me . I just love you luhr dear ! Muacks ! :D

9 September 2008

2008-09-09T07:32:00.004+08:00

hellohello . Sorry didn't post for so many days . HAHA ! Okayokay . There's something that is inside my mind that is hurting me ! I kept thinking what's is the word "priority" means to peeps ? Sigh . I don't know who i am at all . Stranger ? Passer-by ? When peeps needed help, i am the first one there . But when i needed help, peeps wasn't there for me . Is this fare ? Walao ! Nevermind then . I just need one day to return the favour . Okay then . Hope today i had a great time . :) Peace people .

3rd September .

2008-09-03T17:35:00.003+08:00

Hellohello . Today, I was suppose to go to Math Remedial . But then, I slept till 2.45 pm . WOW ! That's late . HAHA ! Anyways, who cares if i attend Math Remedial or not . Even the teacher does not want me to attend due to my behaviour in Maths class . :) Okayokay . After i woke up, i went to living room to slack around . And then, i decided to check out my mails . So, when I check my mails, I saw my dear online . But she's buzy . Sigh . And I don't know if i were to talk to her or just do my own work . After awhile, I decided not to disturbed her . Then suddenly she pops up from nowhere and chattted with me . We chatted for a short time only . I don't know . I just feel that Im not important to her . Sigh . Thinking of this makes me do stupid things to myself . I just want to know if she have time for me or not . If she's buzy all the time, better still I be alone . ARGGGHHH ! Fucked up right now . =.=''' Nevermind then . I'll just have to be patience . Btw, patience is my middle name . HAHAHA ! LOL ! Okay then . Till here . Going to smokesmokesmoke this evening . YEAY ! :D

Tuesday

2008-09-02T13:01:00.005+08:00

HelloHello . Today is the second day of the fasting month for all the muslims . HAHA ! We got 29 days to go ! Okay now, there's something that bothering me that is making me pissed off . Yesterday, i went home late after sending my deeeeaaaar back from work . And when i get back home, my eldest sis and mom was waiting . They ask me so many questions and WTH ! My elder sis too was involve . Sigh . I don't understand peeeps nowadays . I was so angry with my eldest sis when she give me advice to stop smoking, don't go home late, and all that craaap as if she did not do that stuffs last time . Common luhr ! Be fair ! I wish i had understanding family . After the lecture, i went on to call my dear on the phone . I told her that i am sorry for calling her late in the night as it is 12.30 am . Luckily i have someone to complain to . HAHAHA ! So, i talk to her about my family problem and all that . She make my mood from angry to HAPPY + GREAT ! :) Thanks dear ! I love you so much ! I hope today will be a great day as i don't want any lecture from those peeeeeps . Okay then, till here . Peace people .

Stupid Tuesday .

2008-08-26T14:07:00.003+08:00

Hellohello . =) Today is the most stupidest day of the week i guess . HAHA ! Early in the morning around 4.30 am, my parents send my eldest sis go airport for her flight . So, i have to wake up on my own . And that difficult . When i sleep, i tend to ignore, msgs, calls, alarms, and people waking me up . DAMN ! Its so fucking irritating when people wake you up for no reason . Around 6 in the morning my elder sis woke me up . Asking me to go to school as she is going to work . But then, she did not realise that im not fully awake yet, so i continue sleeping and slept until 8 am . If i were to go to school, i would be dead . Yesterday i came school late, many teachers were already asking why im late . Sigh . Nowadays im so sleepy . Early in the morning, my deaaaar msg me . Its the first time so far (if i can remember any). Okayokay . Today i discovered something that im not suppose to . I wanted to write here but i better keep it to myself . Its just so confusing . Many negative questions came to my mind when im all alone, thats why i tend to make myself feel buzy . Weird . Okayokay . I hope what my deaaar said is true . Hopefully that i have a great day today . =) Till here . Goodbye .

Late Monday .

2008-08-25T18:41:00.003+08:00

Hellohello . Today i came late to school . Just because i wanted to skip my physical education lesson (P.E) . HAHA ! Im evil ! Okayokay . I reach school at 10.05 am . Came in school and the security asked me why am i late ? Then i replied that i was "sick" and was not suppose to come to school but my parents was not at home . The security and the office persons believe my reason . ASSHOLES ! Nyahaha ! Came in class and it was maths lesson . =( HOLY SHIT ! I failed my maths test . 3/50 . At least its not the worst . =) LOLS ! After maths was my recess . Don't feel like eating cos don't have bucks ! Sit down with my friends and talk craaaap about people . HEHEHEHEHE ! Then its history . One of my BORIIIIING subjects . Feel like sleeping . And really, i felt asleep . I was woken up by my classmate when history lesson finished . Go back to my own classroom . Damn ! I don't know what lesson now until my friend tell me its PHYSICS ! Then i was just pissed off ! Sigh . Sit down and go on with the lesson . Next up was english ! My favourite subject cos usually this is when we watch movie . =) But, today was not as "usuall" . My teacher went through the test papers and i failed again . =((( 13/30 . Then i just tell myself that im gonna get nagged when my parents know that i fail almost all of my subjects . Well thats me if you wanna know . Im the guy who loves to challenge authority . After school, met my deaaar and sent her home . Shes my everything if you guys wanna know . (",) I LOVE YOU A LOT DEAAAAAR ! Okayokay then . Till here . Im going out to buy "things" then fetch my deaaar as she is working . Bye .

1 July 2008

2008-07-24T14:41:00.002+08:00

Hello-hello . 1 July 2008 is a special day for me . Its the day that im with my beloved girlfy . =) . She is everything to me . Nothing can change the fact that i love her really really REALLY much . Its was my past that haunts me . And i did my reflection over my past . I kept asking questions like, Why did i let her go ? Why am i such a f***ing guy ? Sigh . This voice kept repeating and repeating in my head . Until one fine day, i decided to answer that question and patch up with her . I told her that i've learnt from my mistakes and i promise that i''l be with her through ups and downs . An im not joking . I do not want to repeat the same mistakes over and over again . I love you dear . =)) . 010708

What The Hell

2004-10-23T10:38:00.001+08:00

Hello-hello . Lucky that i found my blog password back . Hehe . After so long i have been away from blogging . But now, im back ! Ahahaha ! Okay people ! Happy viewing ! Hope you like it ! =))))