JengJengJeng 31 .

hellohello ! HAHA ! So fcuking happy today ! Weeeeeee ! Maybe bcos my guitar sayang is okay already i guess :) So currently my mood is god damn hyperish happy ! My problems are a little bit gogogo away . YESSSSAAA ! She's happy, and i'm happy for her as well . So, i must not sadsadsad bcos of girl aites . Come on khai, be happy ! Make your crazy life comeback ! Butbut, pleeeeeeease stop smoking :( HEHEHEHE ! Okay, i know im stupid talking to myself . But, really ! It feels goood when you talk to yourself ! HAHAHAHAHA ! Ermm yeah . Today go lpak with bros . Slack and playplay guitar sayang . Play until 9+ . Damn i need to vandalise my guitar sayang liao . HAHA ! =.='' Tomorrow buzybuzy . Go jogging then "rewang" then sleepover ! Wow ! Pack luhr siot ! HAHA ! Nvm, tomorrow get cigs cigs cigs ! Then smoke smoke smoke smoke ! Dude, really im addicted ! Cigs have been with my through my ups and down :D But, i'll try cutting down . HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH ! Okay peepees ! Till then . Bye .

30 October 2008

HELLO . This past few days have been hard for me to accept reality . I guess my past hunts me back and im getting weird dreams . "What goes around comes around" . Those words keeps playing in my head right now . Right now, im really really hurt and confused with everything . I don't whats wrong but i just can't explain it . Everyone that i love, keeps going away . I wish i could change myself for the better . But, changing will start next year ! :) HAHA ! Right now, its time to have FUN, ENJOY, ENJOY ! YEAH ! Holiday mood is turned on and now its the time to do whatever i could'nt do . I'll show that i can move on with life . Like my sister said,

"Bunga bukan sekuntum, kumbang bukan seekor ."

So, its time to show my colours ... Peace .

23 October 2008

hellohello ! Today is the last day of school ! YEAH ! But, i still feel bad . I get promoted to sec 4 nxt year but the result not that good . Sigh . The year of 2008 is the most problematic year for me . Hopefully nxt year won't be the same :) Today skipped madrasah lesson . Don't have the mood to attend class because of certain reason . Many things is going through my head right now, so i can't really think properly . Sigh . Let's not talk bout this . Okay then . Till here . Takecare peeeeeeeeps ! Peace :D

3rd October

hellohello :D Hahaha . Its just the third day of Hari Raya Puasa . For me, this year Hari Raya is a bit dull . I mean i don't see there is no families going out to relatives houses . And somemore, i did not fast for the whole 1 month :( I know its bad, but i can't help it . Cigarettes is my temptation not food nor drinks . SHIT ! That's the worst thing that could happen to me . Sigh . Nevermind, i hope nxt year Ramadhan i will fast for the whole month . Hopefully .. Anyways, the first day of raya was okayokay . Early in the morning go pray at Al-Iman with haikal and meet neo there . Wow ! Its packed . So we do our prayers at the road beside the mosque . After that, i and haikal went lpak with sis and bro . Pity them . Work on the night of raya . HAHAHA ! Too bad :) Oh, and i almost forget . Yesterday was my sayaaaaaang birthday . I feel really bad as i gave her the birthday present night time :(( Too bad khai . Sigh . Nevermind then . I won't do it nxt time . Hey peeps ! Im otp with my dear nw, anything i'll report you with my "stories" aites . Okay then . Takecare .